1. ↔ × → October 18, 2009 i feel uninspired today. work was awful. church was okay. i never have time to breathe anymore. i want to take a day and do whatever i want to do. maybe take the DART into dallas with a friend or two and take photos, and be spontaneous, and go where the wind blows me. maybe wednesday i’ll convince dane to do that with me. it’d be fun. tonight, i’m not up to much. i’m about to shower, then relax. i might turn on a movie. or play piano. or something. i don’t know. i’m tired of going through the motions. i’m weighing my options on omaha again. it’s looking lovely.have a wonderful night.

    October 18, 2009

    i feel uninspired today. work was awful. church was okay. i never have time to breathe anymore. i want to take a day and do whatever i want to do. maybe take the DART into dallas with a friend or two and take photos, and be spontaneous, and go where the wind blows me. maybe wednesday i’ll convince dane to do that with me. it’d be fun. tonight, i’m not up to much. i’m about to shower, then relax. i might turn on a movie. or play piano. or something. i don’t know. i’m tired of going through the motions. i’m weighing my options on omaha again. it’s looking lovely.
    have a wonderful night.